Continuous Thoughts

Me again, going at it again. The past is a tremendous thing. We all have it. We are all supposed to learn from it as well, so we do not repeat the same mistakes or mishaps; however, how do we not bring into our present, meaning the bad parts of it?

I am struggling with that. I have been for quite some time and it is slowly killing me. A true slow death!! Any help from someone, anyone? Hhhmmm...I should be in bed but...aahhh..sigh

Where To Begin

I am new at this, but it was suggestioned to me by an acquaintance to start. Aaahhh...I have so many thoughts, so many questions, but too few moments where my mind just takes a moment to breath.

Today was a movie day for me. I have not done this in years. So it was nice, but I must say at the end of it all, I am and feel just as lonely as when I put in the movie to escape from it all... Hhhmmm...

My thoughts are scattered, unclear, somewhat distorted. So please forgive me if I/  this does not make sense quite yet!!